Y'know...

I woke up like every other morning. But today was different cause I, um, *cough* I went down stairs and told Mom I was cramping pretty badily and I had to change like every five hours so I asked her if she had anything. And she gave me (I don't how to spell it so I'll sound it out) that 'i-be-pro-fin' stuff.

And then I had to go up stairs and take this natsy pill. Which I have a hard enough time taking pills in the first place. But then soon I have to go back down stairs to the bathroom to change again. And that lasted a while cause it felt like someone had took apart of my inners out and there was an empty spot inside me.

Aweful Ugh

But anyway, I finally went back up stairs and got finished getting ready and then my phone goes off to tell me I need to go outside and wait for the bus.

SO I go outside, walk down the street. And by now I'm feeling pretty weird...

But maybe that's because I was the only one standing outside.

Then I hear something behind me and I see the bus down the other street two blocks away. Which means I must have missed it. Joy.

S I walk back home, go straight down stairs to wake Mom back up. I was like "Mom?" And she was like "You missed the bus?"

And told I went outside, no one else was there and the bus was going down the other street.

So she asked me what I wanted to do and I told her to take me.

But then she says "Well, weren't you complaining about pains earlier?"...yeah, so? That never stopped dad from taking me to school.

But then she said something about how I still had about 40 minutes before school and by then she would be out cause she almost was anyway.

So all in all, I ended up losing to my Mom who was the one saying I should stay while I was saying she should take me. What's up with that? I mean, really? Crazy stuff right there. But sometimes I rather be in school than here...but more sleep can't hurt, right?

Oh and me mentioning my wonderful time of the month? Most people get embarrassed by it, but why should I? I'm girl. You should all knows this anyway.

But no really. Down to some serious questions. The last time I missed school cause of cramps was like in the 6 grade and some of my freshman year, but other that I hardly ever ever have them. But I'm thinking that cause my health is not the same as it was before it's effecting me. I'm stressed out a lot, tired, lack of engry all day, I don't eat much unless someone reminds me to or if someone ask if I'm hungry, serval other things. So I was thinking that maybe was effecting it. Maybe. Cause I've been the same fo years...until now anyway. I don't really know what to do, seeing as how I've always done the same thing all the time.

But gawd, I feel so...weird. And I don't think that pill is helping me any. Does anyone have ideas, thoughts, or tips? My mother isn't the greatest source in the world here. So, help me out?